Chocochip muffin

It's near valentine already and it had snowed. I love WINTER! But the temperature right now is a bit odd. One day it's -7 the next day it drops until -16.. Okay, that's weird.

I've got plans for valentine! Everybody got that too, don't 'ya? I'm making chocolate cookies for my classmates and maybe some for the church fellas. I'm going to a dinner together with church fellas and for the afternoon, I'll go watch movie with the same single friends.

I've just started to go to a art course and the teacher is hilarious, yet clever. I've seen some of his students' portfolio and it turns out great. I hope someday mine will be there too.

But, people hope and try to make it come true, don't you think?

My cousin is going back to Medan for 2 months! How great is that?!

My apartment too, I've been emailing( or you can say blackmailing) the people a couple of times and yet, he wanted me to move this march. Oh great, I don't know if I should move that fast? But, if I don't, I don't think we could get that room. Hm, confusing!

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Okay, so now I'm late at the schedule and I don't know if I can make it on time, but I have to, time flies like a jet and before I realize it, I have already running half dead but reach no way near the finish line.
I'm starting to doubt if this is the right way for me, am I someone suitable for this? Or am I just wasting my time? A girl who thinks she knows design but actually just pretends to be?

Bad thoughts starting to come and I can't even stop it.

But will I not regret it in the future? When I take another way, another region of study, will I not regret this option?

I don't know, but I'll try, to take the way I wanted. I know it's not easy, a side of me wanted to quit. But, I just can't.