A new door has opened.

I've passed my entrance examination, although i spent the whole week worried sick about going through the exam and waited for the result.
But unfortunately, a good friend of mine, who came together with me in Berlin, failed to pass the exam.
We feel bad, cause from everybody, who came here together, he is the only one failing.
He is so depressed right now, but all we could do is give him support and find a way out for him.
He does have several options and are considering them right now, but nonetheless, we are going to university while he still struggling with the failure.
I, myself, feel very sad and regret for the result.
He is among all of us, the most hardworking person, yet he failed.
:(

But, nevertheless, i really hope he won't be too stressed out. Cause this is not the end of his journey. We definitely will find a way out for him and we'll work this thing out together. I believe in HOPE. cause Hope is a living Dream. We have to believe so that our dream could be come true!

?enogminehwemssimuoyod#

Yours truly,

Vanessa mitro.

Persona. True Self

These past days, while i was studying for examination, i was watching Persona 4: The animation.
This anime really taught me something.
We have to face our true self, someone else, part of ourselves, which we resist, reject, deny.
And then, we can change it to be our power, which will be advantage for us.

"People only see things, they want to see. They only believe what they want to believe." in this anime, they show me that sometimes, the truth, and reality aren't really that bad.
We just need to face them.
I've thinking about facing myself truly. I want to face myself honestly, be true to myself and accept me, my bad and good side.

And lastly, the stronger the Bonds we have, the more power we gain.
They really remind me to take people seriously, and maintain the bond that i have.

Source of these pictures are from google!

However, sometimes reality really isn't the same as anime. But, i promise to myself, i'll try.
I need to recommend this anime, really! they are good.
I like the game, either.
And happy weekends, guys.

Lastly, the OST ending for this anime is really nice.
It is called Never more.

I won’t forget those days that I spent with everyone precious to me,
Never more, will I be alone even in the darkness
I will find it, that precious thing that I lost
Never more, because I’m sure your voice will guide me

I don’t know when but I really have forgotten,
Those important words that I once believed in when I was young
In the world I can’t wake up from I searched for them,
I finally found them, they were deep in my heart all along < Never More >

 This is only partly of the song, i love this part! :D

Happy weekend!

doyouknowiliedwhenisaidi'mallright?

Vanessa Mitro

 

twinkle twinkle little star.

My days have been depressing lately.
Things aren't as smooth as i wanted it to be.
I have a test on 22th August. A test, which determine whether i could get in to the University this year or not.

I'm panicking, yes.
I feel much more pressure, since i've got a rejection letter once.
Although i've known i'll be rejected ANYWAY.
Seeing back the stuffs that i've sent to UDK, the university that rejected me, making me feel funny at myself, mad, yes. I mean, those aren't the best of me. And i feel like i've lowered my own quality by handing over such a low-quality works.
I definitely have to work harder.

 But now, i've gotta give more works to my study for the examination.
Mathematic, not my speciality, and Deutsch, also not my speciality.
What are my specialties anyway?
Sometimes it makes me wonder, what am i good at?
Can i proudly say i'm good at drawing? NO. bigbig NO,
so what am i good at?
=="" it makes my head hurts thinking about that..

I've seen an anime, i don't know if anybody knows about the anime ("c the money of soul and possibility control") but it's about people using their 'future' to gamble money.
The winners got money and the losers, who are bankrupt, will lose their future.
So, there're two arguments:
1. Present is the most important thing, there won't be any future if there is no present.
2. Future is more important than present, cause there'll be no use of present, which has no future.
which one do you think better?
:) i think both are correct bytheway.

Then, lately i've been thinking how precious bonds are.
Not only parents and friends, but also anybody, that we're acquaintances at.
A stranger can also turn out to be our best friend, if we maintain it.
Yet, a stranger can also be our nemesis.
We never know.
But i feel that i have to treasure the bonds that i have with people.

I always wanted to take pictures of theme park like this! it looks so cool! :)

life is a circle without an end.

my new decoration on the window, i copied it from WGM though, but theirs are love-shaped!

the view before i sleep, it's 4:45am if i'm not mistaken, the sun is about to rise if you see it closely.

Even though i can't see, i know they're reaching you, suspended on silver wings. (a thousand words-ff x-2, yuna n lenne)

 

Yours truly, 

Vanessa Mitro