I'm freaking out.

Honestly speaking, i am afraid. I'll be leaving in a month and i won't be back for quite some time. Things won't be the same and i won't have my family right beside me. I'll need to organize my life myself and everything must be done alone. I'll go to place where the people are not speaking English and are speaking Germany, which, as the matter of fact not (yet) my specialty. 

But yet, something do make me relieved. I'm not going there alone, i'm with friends that are already known me, understand me and i, myself too, am comfortable and believe them, as they believe in me. We need to believe in each other and make this work out. We'll be living together there, aren't that supposed to mean we'll be family there? I'm looking forward for it!

Ah, by the way, i am going to Germany in a month, and i will go with 4 of my friends. 1 is my cousin, another 2 are my friends since kindergarten and the other 1 is my high school friend. We won't be taking the same course for university there but we'll live together in an apartment.

Life maybe not easy for us, teenagers, who are still struggling to be adult. But, if we, five, fight together. I think this will not be as hard as it is. We'll help each other and adapt quickly!

Oh, and i wanted to show you guys my father's artwork! Sorry for the low quality pictures, i took these with my Ipod. So please be considerate! ~^^~

These are delicious!!

Pictures taken by: Vanessa Sik Mitro

Food cooked by: Christian Sik Mitro

A seaweed soup with lots kinds of toppings! crab meats, chicken, etc! super sweet!

when meats meet seafood and veggies...
This is what we called as kweatiau, it's a kind of noodle.
In this one, my dad served it with pork meat and shrimps. For the veggies, he put bean sprout, mushrooms, and
i forgot the last one's name!!

my favorite home made chicken rice.
Love it!! I guess every county love chicken rice, don't we? expecially hainamese chicken rice!